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Eyes that pull you in, devine.
Voice sends chills.

Every touch stops your heart.
Every kiss makes you cry.

Embrace that holds your soul.
Caress sweeps across with love.

Let me go,
let me fall.

Heart that sends curling pain with every beat,
eyes filled with meaningful heavy tears.

Hands release swirling hurt,
straight to the core filled with pained beauty.

Shattered hopes crashing with fury.
Screams in pure anguish.

Jealousy, and rage overwhelms.
Then sadness coats over.

Each movement pushes you away.
Each day dreams stay.

Thin Ice

Slicing over the thin ice,
heat is the trail behind.
Farther, farther down into the ice,
water is creeping out to consume.

Water begins to swallow you
filling you with pure chill.
Down, down it pulls you under.
Air escapes your lungs in swirls of bubbles.

Lungs once filled with laughter
now weighed down with water.
Once expanding, contracting,
now water, extracting, extracting.  

The darkness blurs the light,
leaves you blind and alone.
Spinning erratically, Darkness.
Deeper and Deeper you go.

Pumping slows,
Air is gone,
All alone,
Darkness,
Water.

Gone

Truth

I can feel the pain
In every breath

I can hear the hurt
In each "it will be ok"

I can see the fire
in each fallen tear

I know the fake
Behind the smile

When the truth is hard to say
We all feel the flame.

Summer

June 15th
The lovely sun has risen us from the dead.
All are happy,
All are smiling.

It's time to relax
It's time to have fun!
Let's spend some time, and relax in the summer sun!

Have a summer love.
Surf everyday,
And never go to sleep!
We are free from the dreaded place now enjoy!

soon

Best friend
sisters till the end.
Together forever
soon to be never.

Two schools tear us apart
we still live on one heart.
I want to stay around
tears fall, the only sound.

Hugs so tight
no more might.
Sleep overs go on
we've been together so long.

Separation is tough
high school will be so rough.
Making new ties,
feeling so shy.

Confident I was with you
I knew it would always be true.
Friend and sister
everyone knows how I've missed her.

Still missing the friend of mine,
you have a soul that always shine.
I know you'll be fine,
you and I will pass through this line.

broken pieces

A girl. A strong girl. Is ripped apart.
Slowly, painful, from the inside.


The outside is untouched, 
by the tearing within.


A smile holds back the monster,
shredding her heart. 


Alone this girl lets the monster,
pull at her as she cries.


The red ribbons fall at her sides,
softly hitting the floor. 


No one sees her,
the way I do.


She's secretive, one thing 
wrongly said, she is punished.




This girl wants to escape,
the demon she is possessed by.

Jump

Standing.
On the edge of a cliff.
One step to death.
One step to live.

One must chose which way to go
Life?
Death?
We may never know.

Death.
To close your eyes
Hold back tears.
Lose all your fears.

Life.
To have great friends
Holding your hands.
Feet able to feel the sands.

Some times one may sound sweeter than the other.
But when it comes to the step
What do we chose?

Standing.
On the edge of a cliff
One step to death.
One step to live.

i might miss you.

I think it may be that i miss you
we are young, the feelings are fresh
we were something.

i laugh because it already ended
but i think ill be alright
though there is little ache

no matter who it is
it hurts
but we are we are friends

friends
we all say "stay friends"
this time i hope its true ;)

Never forget

Today I want to re-post this poem it's about one of my best friends who passed away February, 14 2009.

My first poem being posted:

"Never forget.
By: S-----
I will never forget
The day you died
The way I cried.
I will never forget
They way they told me
The way I kept the pain inside.
I will never forget
They way I felt
As if I would shrivel and melt.
I will never forget
Our long talks
All your plans and thoughts.
I will never forget
They way we laughed
I thought it would never end.
I will never forget
The first day I saw you
The last day I saw you.
I will never forget."

There is a girl
Who is crying out loud
She sits alone
But without warning
She moves from her spot
Of sorrow and hurt
She smile a little
She looks at her old spot
Tears well in her eyes
Thinking back on the bad times
But she turns away
Walks on with pride
To find a spot were
The sun always shines
Where love is like air
And sorrow is nowhere
A spot called "happy"

There is a girl
Who tries to be happy
all the time
She sits alone
In a spot in the sun
With out a tear
Upon her cheek
She smiles

One day I'll be yours

One day I'll be yours,
Together we can do anything,
One day you'll be mine,
I can hold your hand with mine.

One day you will see
Just how great I can be
One day I'll see
Why you and I can't be.

One day we will talk for hours
About everything and nothing
One day we will share the silence
Only holding each other tight.

Shake

Your hand in mine, they shake as they intertwine,
We walk together into our short so called 'forever'
We walk through the land of uncertainty
Around the corners of surprise,
You and I our hands intertwined shaking with hurt and love
Our words make no sense but our love solves the mess
I love us together forever 😊

They are

You are a light in the dark
Smiles all day
The way you say "always"

They are distractions
Smirks and jokes
They say "no way"

I think it could work
You and I
The way we say "we"

Night of noise

In the night I hear no noise
Though I hear the heartbeats,
I hear the in out of breath
The rise and fall of bodies,
And the faint sound of tears on the pillow.

In the night I see no sights
Though I see the colors flood my eyes
But they are not really there,
And Tears flooding blurring the blackness,
I see the swarming black
Consuming us all.

In the night I feel no feelings
Though I feel the aching hurt of our hearts,
The pit of sadness without an end,
I feel the tears stream and hit the pillow,
sending shock waves across the room.