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guest poet entry "She Went Through the Wardrobe Without Warning"

 This was written by someone very close to me, she is working on expression thru writing.

She went through the wardrobe without warning

Transformed from our worldly dimness into the glorious shiny light

A candle burns even more brightly

In that other world

A world we can only see dimly from this side

A spectacular creature she is

He told me she was His

He said she is with me, my time

Shiny world, new colors blazing

Peace beyond understanding – hear the wind blow

A land beyond fear

Hear the Spirit blow so softly love

Amazing place

I reach up my hand touching reaching other side

Through the ward robe

Coming soon

Still there is love

blonde long hair,
blue eyes twinkle in the light,
ripped away for reasons unknown,
but, there is still love

There's a empty shape in my heart,
and its seems camel shaped...
like the one that waits on your bed
wanting you to cuddle with it again.

high heels,
click clack,
taken with out warning,
but, there is still love,

If you can see this poem,
up where you are,
i swear there's enough tears to fill a swimming pool!
or like 100 empty jars of mayonnaise,
that shows, there's still love.

I don't think I'll order mayo on my samwitches,
or listen to "Heart" songs, "Lonely nights so long ago...Magic Man."
or "ohhh Barracuda" with out smiling,
There is still love

you know we miss you?
yea everything about you!
but life is temporary,
and there is still love
and there always will be :)

R.I.P. I love you <3

Your missed, but I know you with me. :)

fight

I never wanted it to be this way,
I never wanted to hurt you.
my heart is wretched,
drenched,
in pain.

my breath spirals out
my hands shake in misery
my eyes cry's shining tears
fears
all around.

your words hang dry
your anger whips furiously
curiously
searching.

poems

Are my poem good enough?
I may never know.
I try to write my feelings in a creative form.
but i'm to scared to show my loved ones
I write these words
feel the inspiration form in music
and in life

my heart

My hearts been aching
I don't know why,
can it be love clawing at the walls,
could it be your brown eyes in love,
no, no, i don't know.

could my heart be hurting for
my friends in heaven?
or my upcoming contest?

my heart is aching and i don't know why?

Humpty Dumpty

Humpty dumpty fell of a wall,
Humpty dumpty had a great fall,
Her hearts in a million pieces
and me my self and I cant put her back together again.

Black mirrors with no reflection,
Broken hearts and rejection.
You washed her with sadness,
as Hurt reverberates off of her.

not so many cried,
at the terrible sight.
Shes crumbled,
but so beautiful.

I wanna give you a round of applause,
you deserve a standing ovation.
A wonderful person
whose folded away.

In the night i her 'um talk
the coldest story ever told.
Whispers behind the doors,
tears hitting the floor.

Are you beginning to get my point,
all this fighting with aching joints.
It all should just float away
like bubbles in the sky.

such a beautiful mass,
intertwined and over-run.
shes stressed and busy,
but an angel sent from above.

5/14

Eyes interlock,
Heart almost stop,
Hands touch,
All to much,
Hug and smile
Could last a long while,
Slowly walk away,
No toughts unrolling,
Silence inside,
For the whole ride,
So starstruk,
I can't believe,
Its to much to handle,
Blow my heart up,
So starsturk!

Where my tears go

My Tear falls for,
Towers collapsing
Crushing fathers
Murdering mothers,
Children cry,
people die,
Dreams crash to the floor.

Another tear falls for,
My friends that left the earth,
Trailing memories behind,
Flying up to the sky,
Visits I missed,
no goodbye,
Stories and poems,
Their unsolved words.

My last tear falls for,
Us, what could have been,
The pain they left unraveled,
Their idiocy,
Their unforgiven looks,
Childish games,

These are what my tears fall for.

Your a witch,
have boys wrapped around your finger,
Your poison covers your brown eyes
feeding the followers,
Mesmerize,the people.
Looks tranquilize your acquaintances
Stories unravel in you head
Drama uncoils from you tounge
Your words dart out shooting victims down.

Post card =D

I am a post card.
floating from person to person
place to place.

I am a post card so bran new
learning my way around
one to another

I am a post card
I say "Wish you were here"
And "Hello from ______"

People smile at me
my pictures
beaches and landscapes

I am a post card
making people happy
send good wishes

I am a post card
going from person to person
place to place

For you.

let me listen to your problems, 

let me hear your thoughts,

let me drop everything and listen...

yeah that is hurting you,

Mhmm, he is this and that,

yeah i get it...

Let me just drop everything.... and listen to you...

well, let me tell you something! 

this poem that i formed in my head

these words i want you to hear,

why not drop everything.... and listen to you...

yes, these words on your screen... 

there for you,

If you don't hear me speak?

read me, my words filling your eyes..

Just drop everything and read...
this is my life,

oh, you didn't know how felt,

oh, this and that,

just drop everything and listen to me...

the words i form and type, 

the random strangers that just happen to read...

they don't relate, like you do.

the words i scribble out in front of the world,

i put them here cause i am to afraid to say it to you,

drop everything for a minute,

you relate i know you do...

Wrong

Steam is arising from my heart,
but i know its only the start.
Hate pumps through my veins,
my pillow covered with tear stains.
Emotion is pouring over my mind,
I don't want to be kind!

Worry scratches in under your skin,
don't let her win.
Action crowds your thoughts,
attitude tied in knots.
Sanity threatens to leave,
control starts to seize.

Weight piles on her shoulders,
pain pushes her tears over the edge.
Rage shoots from her hair,
every thing to hard for her to bear.
Over the edge she's slipping,
old love is is causing tipping.
Nothing comes from her silenced lips
but the hate spirals for her finger tips.
Gasping for air above the pain
all she can feel is shame.

She Was Wrong.

Hurt

burning in my chest
this is our aweful quest
pain scratches its way out
I just want to scream and shout!
horrible rage and hurt
wraps me in its dark skirt
fear and anguish yell in my ears
is this the start of all my fears
I must write say how i feel hurt
tears fall upon my stained shirt
I am sorry please don't cry
I am trapped in a corner do not lie
i try to scream out for help
but it comes out yelp
words spit out with anger
these feelings will always linger.

S-----

be

This is a song but read the lyrcs they are really good!
Biways. Highways. Freeways.
I'm always yours
Smoke. Billow wings from your blue eyes
That got me from the start.

Trains rolling back in the distance
Were going high!

I am lovesick
and I just can't believe
Happened so quick.
NOw I'm head over heels
For you cause your the love of my heart
Your the Match

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Lyric mash

"Every minute, every second, every hour of the day... I can feel your heart when we're apart... I'll be right back... Miss ya'... Every moment that is stolen can never be replaced... When you think about me text 143... I really wanna hold your hand... from the early days I saw your face boy... This is what we do we don't have to be ashamed cause when we're holding hands walking in the hallway... you give me butterflies deep inside... you ignore my words and I can't get through... I don't know what to do... boy you give me butterflies... I like this right here... cause this young girl's sucha killer... your like my favorite song on the radio... this young boy going insane... I can see us together on top living like we hit the jackpot... hear my track... you and me together we got it in the bag... you make me do my two step all day...I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me... We'd be so fantastical... your beautiful and crazy too... so hard for me to walk away but, I know I can't say... Its over ya were through so imma unfriend you... I'm deleting you right from my heart... now all i feel is numb... your the best liar I ever knew... My last move is to unfriend you... you give to any body what I thought was only mine... you didn't have a human heart... Unfriend you... It feels like the end.. I won't give in keep holding on we'll make it through... just stay strong.. there's nothing you could say, nothing you could do, there's no other way when it comes to the truth ... with you by my side i'll fight and defend... what evers meant to be will work out perfectly... cause we'll make it though... I'm here for you... missing you."

Pieces of Songs Thanks To:
Cody Simpson "IYIY" and "All day"
Alana Lee "Butterflies"
Greyson Chance "Paparazzi" and "Unfriend You"
Avril Lavigne "Keep Holding On"

the best

I like you, so very much.
You didn't do it so i made a move,
your so sweet
I thought we'd be so cute.
I hate to think about us
we could be,
should be,
wanna be,
not even,
we don't hang out
I'm gonna unfriend you soon

1st

Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays

every day you were always mine

love that you gave me

was the sun in my sky

but, you took the life away

shattered my life

your long hair and blue eyes

how could you ever be mine?

the butterflies you gave me 

could fill a universe 

your the best I ever knew

Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays

every day you were always mine

love that you gave me

was the sun in my sky

but, you took the life away

shattered my life

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J-----

J----. Is super amazing! She is my favorite person. In the world. She Is the juice to my box! I freakin love her so freakn much!!!! Well that's it!... I guess IT'S OVER!!!!

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could it?

Can we make this work?
With your friends amd mine
Our grades and quirks
I like you a lot
But it may be shot
Out of the sky
Falling to the floor
Cringing and crumbling
Like it is already?
Could it?

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I can see you in my dreams
I can hold you close to me
to hard for me to wait and see
and i know i will wake

wonderful astounding too
maybe thats why i feel close to you
even though this is all a dream
I love this  feeling

So let run Away
yeah let leave
lets lose our selfs
let get out
outta here
lets run away

cause we should've know right from the start
to live our lives from day to day
but, thats over
yeah lets leave
lets run away.

I know this won't last all day
but my time and life will have to wait
i don't want the day to come
but for now lets just get away

So let run Away

yeah let leave

lets lose our selfs

let get out 

outta here

lets run away

cause we should've know right from the start 

to live our lives from day to day

but, thats over 

yeah lets leave 

lets run away.

i sit alone each day

waiting for the night to come

wait for the time to come

lets leave tonight

let's run away

yeah let leave

run through the clouds

let get out 

outta here

run away.

cause we should've know right from the start

to get though the thicker dark

but, thats over 

yeah lets leave 

lets run away.

so run with me

away from today.

Look

I can't even look at you
for if I do-
Tears will burn my eyes
stinging the lashes

when i look at your smiling face
i can't see clear through the tears threatening to escape
my heart crumbles and smashes
under the weight of the pain you caused
  

My Ex-Best Friend

My dearest friend

Oh my dear friend come back

We got of track

In this beautiful forest we found each other

We filled the trees with laughter

My best friend, Gram, whats taking place?

The frown upon your face-

Pushes the tears from my sparkling eyes

All I can say is a Thousand: whys?

In our castle of a school every thing was great,

How this ends will all be fate

I set fire to the rain

Look what our friend ship became…

Your  prince Gram without his armor and horse

How did our closeness get so off course?

I haven’t talk to you in 3 days

The silent doesn’t pay-

You ditched me.

I am alone with out the key-

Back to us

Its to hard to guess.

                                                 By: Sydney Perez

goodbye

I miss you.
Can you hear me up in heaven?
I pray for you.
Is God's playground fun?
I wish we could play.
Is the food wonderful?
I hear it's good.
Is it everything you wanted?
I hope its more.
is there time to miss me?
I miss you.

Echo

This was actually a Honors English class assignment, but I posted  it here.
  
       River
happiness is talking.
I speak as quick as lightning
as lightning...
I have seen my prince
my gorgeous prince, i have seen.
though evil is upon him
that narcissistic boy
the boy
I love him
though Hera has cursed me
my curse to repeat
I felt like a river,

violently twisting 

constantly running,babbling, 

then, 

drying up, a drop of water remained,

my ability to Repeat,

              Repeat,      
         Repeat,
My lighting speech is detained
I speak what others say
an Echo in life.
The boy talked
I responded with repetition
he shut me down.
 I felt like a flower,
beautiful, but picked, killed
for he had a love
himself
only himself.

"B"

The angels have come

too take her away

up too the stars

to dance among the clouds

i know she must be "B"eautiful

in her robes of white

wings of feathers

flying pain free

taken from her bed

away from the monster

she is so brave

she has died 

she chose  to leave 

and finally... go... home.

'lord lift her up to you 

accept her

i know you will

give her love 

crown her princess

of your palace

make her happy

i know you will.'

S-----

Forever Strong

Smells sterile
like powder fresh gloves
doctors in scrubs
running wheeled beds through the hall
in the room plain yet bright.
Tubes and wire
in and out her shrunken body
while she lays in her pale bed.
Sitting in the chair
to the left of the bed
holding her hand.
spidery veined fingers
grasping my wanting hand
lightly twitching
still so tough
lightly resting
forever strong
S-----

The Days

The days are passing.
to quickly to see
there fading fast.
away for me.

The weeks months years
float away like bubbles
 look back through mirrors
but new days wash away troubles.

And every year the past fogs over.
farther and farther away
out of our reach
can't they stay?

"Don't grow up to fast"

A--- S.

Your eyes make me gag
your heart if full of sag
you smeel like a fart
with b---s from walmart!

i can hear you

i can hear you
cheering me on
singing that song

i can feel you
lifting my sorrows
making me feel whole

i wish i could see you
clear as day
telling those poems


"S----- super model"

the hurt

the hurt i feel is surreal
the pain it feels like dieing
i hear a shatter in my ears
it must be in my mind.
in over my head,
what must i do
to clear the fog
and get over you
you've done me wrong
 i should not be second to you
she should not be the crowbar
in our relationship
it means more than you know too.

ME

i am getting there
wadding through the muddy water of pain.
i will reach it
crawling through tunnels of hurt.
i will come to it
kneeling down at every stop.
it will have to come here
it must come through the pain
it will reach me
through the tunnels and the rain
it must come to me
never once stopping.

LOVE ???

What is Love?
A funny story?
A morning glory?

What is LOve?
Is a soaring bird?
Or is it just a word?

What is LOVe?
Me + You?
Just us two?

What is LOVE?
Is it melting snow?
Or just a show?

Love, LOve, LOVe, LOVE
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