cry

5 years ago I had little to cry about
Now I have too much.


I lost my best friend to disease,
I lost my aunt to murder in 2011.

I lost some one i thought i loved to another,
I lost my bestie to peer pressure.

I lost my mind,
I hurt myself.

How can this get better its gotten so bad now.

Wanting to be known again

Your so far away from me,
what used to be long chats every night
 has become 
calls out in the dark from one side of the airways

Your so far away
far away from me
does it hurt you they way you hurt me

Breaking beneath my feet 
Because you were my ground
crashing through the past
are you gonna let me fall

Broken promises skattered on the floor
be my friend, hold me.
came and broke me, my heart and all.

There for me, you said you were
where are you now
my tears are hitting the floor
beating with a steady rhythm

All i want is to be know again...

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Eyes that pull you in, devine.
Voice sends chills.

Every touch stops your heart.
Every kiss makes you cry.

Embrace that holds your soul.
Caress sweeps across with love.

Let me go,
let me fall.

Heart that sends curling pain with every beat,
eyes filled with meaningful heavy tears.

Hands release swirling hurt,
straight to the core filled with pained beauty.

Shattered hopes crashing with fury.
Screams in pure anguish.

Jealousy, and rage overwhelms.
Then sadness coats over.

Each movement pushes you away.
Each day dreams stay.

Thin Ice

Slicing over the thin ice,
heat is the trail behind.
Farther, farther down into the ice,
water is creeping out to consume.

Water begins to swallow you
filling you with pure chill.
Down, down it pulls you under.
Air escapes your lungs in swirls of bubbles.

Lungs once filled with laughter
now weighed down with water.
Once expanding, contracting,
now water, extracting, extracting.  

The darkness blurs the light,
leaves you blind and alone.
Spinning erratically, Darkness.
Deeper and Deeper you go.

Pumping slows,
Air is gone,
All alone,
Darkness,
Water.

Gone

Truth

I can feel the pain
In every breath

I can hear the hurt
In each "it will be ok"

I can see the fire
in each fallen tear

I know the fake
Behind the smile

When the truth is hard to say
We all feel the flame.

Summer

June 15th
The lovely sun has risen us from the dead.
All are happy,
All are smiling.

It's time to relax
It's time to have fun!
Let's spend some time, and relax in the summer sun!

Have a summer love.
Surf everyday,
And never go to sleep!
We are free from the dreaded place now enjoy!

soon

Best friend
sisters till the end.
Together forever
soon to be never.

Two schools tear us apart
we still live on one heart.
I want to stay around
tears fall, the only sound.

Hugs so tight
no more might.
Sleep overs go on
we've been together so long.

Separation is tough
high school will be so rough.
Making new ties,
feeling so shy.

Confident I was with you
I knew it would always be true.
Friend and sister
everyone knows how I've missed her.

Still missing the friend of mine,
you have a soul that always shine.
I know you'll be fine,
you and I will pass through this line.

broken pieces

A girl. A strong girl. Is ripped apart.
Slowly, painful, from the inside.


The outside is untouched, 
by the tearing within.


A smile holds back the monster,
shredding her heart. 


Alone this girl lets the monster,
pull at her as she cries.


The red ribbons fall at her sides,
softly hitting the floor. 


No one sees her,
the way I do.


She's secretive, one thing 
wrongly said, she is punished.




This girl wants to escape,
the demon she is possessed by.

Jump

Standing.
On the edge of a cliff.
One step to death.
One step to live.

One must chose which way to go
Life?
Death?
We may never know.

Death.
To close your eyes
Hold back tears.
Lose all your fears.

Life.
To have great friends
Holding your hands.
Feet able to feel the sands.

Some times one may sound sweeter than the other.
But when it comes to the step
What do we chose?

Standing.
On the edge of a cliff
One step to death.
One step to live.

i might miss you.

I think it may be that i miss you
we are young, the feelings are fresh
we were something.

i laugh because it already ended
but i think ill be alright
though there is little ache

no matter who it is
it hurts
but we are we are friends

friends
we all say "stay friends"
this time i hope its true ;)